Just a simple guy flying somewhere away Who will follow me?
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Friday, March 10, 2006
Don't you give up on me
What comes of a blog when you are unsure whether or not to post something up for fear of people out there whom you do not want the words to go out to?
I have no idea.
I need a place to put down my thoughts.
I have my journal - those are my most personal thoughts.
I have a diary - we are supposed to keep it as a way towards achieving the bit about being a 'reflective practitioner'.
I have a blog - I use it to update love ones (family and friends - you know who you are =) on the happenings here...
But I'm tired. I'm tired of relating so and so that happens from day to day. I want to share my thoughts here. But as I was about to type this post I kind of held back. I typed and typed and then I reread what I typed. And then I backspaced all my way back.
I'm doing fine in Sydney. Things are as new as they were, just that I become more familiar with them.
I am glad it isn't as bad the clubbing and pubbing I thought it to be. Gays do not display themselves openly as well. I thought the opposite. Though there was this parade whereby all sorts (go figure out), I mean, ALL sorts, of people dressed up (or down if you prefer) and 'did their thing'. I was asked to go. I am glad I didn't go.
People always say that in life you have to try everything at least once. I say! Hullo! I disagree.
I forgot to bring a lot of things to Sydney I realised. I forgot my writing materials (ie foolscap) and my ruler and my stapler. I forgot my hangers. Wait, I forgot my home clothes as well. In an attempt to picture what I'd wear to uni and the hospital, I packed and packed, t-shirt after jeans after t-shirt after pants after shirts.
I want to do many things. I don't want to do many things.
I like eating crabs. Their shells can be really hard. I rage a battle with my teeth. Sometimes I succeed breaking their shells. I never ever give up on breaking the shells. I wonder if there are people who give up.
I like this sentence from "I Won't Be Lost" - inside your exclusive limited CD:
